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Vampire! Russia x Reader Chapter 4

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Reader’s P.O.V.

Over the next couple of days, Ivan and I learned so much more about each other, which brings us to what we were doing right now. Ivan was sitting at the kitchen table, while I was leaning against the counter.

“You know, I am happy that you came to live here, _____.” He said, as I looked over at him. “I’ve always been so lonely here. Sure, I have the other people who live here, but they’re all scared of me.” He smiled sadly to himself, before he continued. “It wasn’t always like this, though! I have two sisters, one older and one younger… But, the older one worries me, and the younger one scares me. She’s always telling me to marry her, and it really creeps me out…” he shuddered, and I smiled at him, giggling. He looked back up at me. I jumped up on the counter, sitting there and smiling at him.

“Sounds like we have that in common… I lived with my father for all my life, and actually, the reason I was looking for a new place to stay was because he…” I could feel my eyes water and the lump forming in my throat that always did when I thought of my father. Ivan looked at me with a worried expression, but didn’t move as I wiped the threatening tears away, and took a deep breath. “H-He recently passed away, and since I had no friends, and no other family except for him, I really had no reason to stay in a place that was just filled with painful memories of my father. I was all alone… He left me all alone…” I whispered, and before I knew it, tears clouded my eyes. I looked down, trying to wipe them away, but more only filled their place.

Ivan’s P.O.V.

My eyes widened. ‘So that’s why…’ I thought, as I got up from the table and walked over to ____, standing in front of her and lifting her off the counter and into my arms, standing there and rocking side to side, my chin rested in her hair. I felt her grip my shirt, as she let her sobs fill the air of the kitchen. I closed my eyes and started to quietly hum a lullaby that my big sister used to sing for me when I was little, and whispered sweet words in her ear, to calm her down. “You don’t have to ever worry about being alone ever again, ______. I will never leave you for as long as you want me around.” I whispered, moving my cheek to the top of her head, as she just gripped my shirt tighter. I looked at the top of her head. ‘My poor sunflower… How can I say that I will always stay with her, when she doesn’t even know how much of a monster I am? I really really care about her, and I never want to see her this sad ever again. I…’ My eyes shot open and widened, my body frozen, as realization hit me like an avalanche. ‘I love her…

~days later~

I started avoiding _____. I love her, I really do, but if I don’t keep my distance, I’m afraid I will not be able to keep from biting her, and that is not how I want her to find out that I am a hideous monster. I would rather tell her myself, but more than that, I would like it if she never found out, but that will never happen. I just had to keep my distance, so that she didn’t find out, and I didn’t have to deal with the pain of her horrified reaction. I feel down every time I think about what she might think about me if she ever found out that everyone had been lying about sleeping until dark on a daily basis for no reason. I peeked into her room, to see her sleeping, and I sighed. ‘Why can’t I just tell her without her leaving…?’ I thought, turning away and forcing myself to go to the other side of the house, where her scent wasn’t as heavy.

Reader’s P.O.V.

I sighed sadly as I sat in my room, looking up at the ceiling, the sky outside slowly darkening, as I talked to myself in my thoughts. ‘What happened… We were so close a couple days ago, and now I can’t ever seem to get him in the same room for even a second. Every time I walk into the room, he runs out like the devil is at his heels. Maybe… Maybe I did something to upset him, and that’s why he’s avoiding and ignoring me? That must be it. I must have done something to upset him. I have to find out what I did.’ I thought, nodding as I pushed off my bed and went to the door, hearing the boys slowly starting to get up and move around. I opened the door, just as Ivan was walking by. “Oh! Ivan, wait up!” I said, as I ran out of my room, running after him, as he seemed to freeze for a second, then speed up. “Wait!” I said, catching up to him and grabbing onto his arm, holding him in place. “What’s going on? Have I done something to make you avoid me? If I have, please, tell me, so that I can fix it! I swear, I didn’t mean to do anything harmful to you, at all…” I trailed off, as he pulled his arm from my grasp, looking back at me, before he ran off, disappearing from my view. I stared sadly after him, but then I caught sight of Toris, Raivis and Eduard. Running up to them and cornering them before they had a chance to run away, I tried asking them about it. “Hey, do you boys by any chance know why Ivan has been avoiding me?” I asked, looking at Toris with pleading eyes. “If you do, please, please tell me! I want to fix it, so that things can go back to the way they were before!” I said, switching my gaze to Raivis and Eduard, the former looking down, and the latter looking away from my gaze.

Baltic’s P.O.V.

I wish I could tell her what’s going on… but, I’m scared that Mr. Russia will get mad at me and do something to me when she’s not looking…’ all three of them thought, as they just stared at _____, shaking their head and frowning, saying they didn’t know what was wrong.

Reader’s P.O.V.

I sighed when they shook their heads, but then I smiled sadly at them.

“That’s okay… Thanks for at least listening to me, boys…” I whispered, turning around and going back to my room, falling onto my bed, the tears that I had been fighting in the hallway silently falling down my face. ‘Maybe it’s time that I just left. That way, he doesn’t have to feel awkward in his own home anymore…Maybe this is just his way of kindly telling me to leave… I knew I had outstayed his invitation…’ I thought, as I got up, hunting around my room until I found a piece of paper, a pen, and a book to write on. I took all of it back to my bed, sitting on it and starting to write out my letter to him.

~later~

I folded the letter up, putting it on my pillow and packing the few things I brought with me to this house in a bag. I wiped the tears from my face. ‘I really hoped that I had finally found somebody who cares about me…’ I thought, as I picked up my bag and snuck out of the house, walking away to the forest. Wandering around, I started to lose myself in my thoughts, before I tripped over something, landing on my face. Picking myself up slightly, I looked up to see myself surrounded by sunflowers. I gasped, realizing that this was the field that I had found when I picked those sunflowers for Ivan. My lips started trembling, my eyes clouded with tears, and I just lost myself in sorrow, letting the tears roll down my cheeks and the screams of pain caused by the pain of losing Ivan loose. I pulled my knees up to my chest, hiding my face in them. ‘I love him… I love him so much, and now I’ve lost him because I did something that nobody will tell me about… I finally found someone to care about… and now he’s gone…’ I cried, too caught up in my emotions to notice the not so friendly company that had found me.

chapter 4... wow.... this one was interesting... oh! and don't worry, you will get to read what you wrote in the next chapter!

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